Hormone HELL...
Oh, good. the clouds are back. by D'Arcy NormanI think I am having one of those pregnancy hormonal days where no matter what is said or done or happening, I am just down!! I hate feeling like this, so sorry for myself and what good is that? I am guessing it is perfectly normal to feel like this during this time. And so far, I've been pretty impressed with myself for not really falling into many crying spells and dramatic prego theatrics. So I guess I am due for one of those times now!
Today all day I kept feeling so blue because it is one of those days where you feel like you don't have a friend in the world. Yeah, I know that sounds dramatical (yeah, I made the word up) but it's how I feel. One of those days where you wonder if you are truly alone. Don't get me wrong, I have the hubby, and he is my best friend, but alas, he is a man. lol And every woman needs a couple close girlfriends. I am sad today over some friendships lost that were so close and dear to me at one time, and for one reason or another fell to their demise. The only thing I miss about the active duty Army is that you were almost never without a friend. When you are just here in the regular world, and aren't forced to be around anyone, it is very easy to unknowingly separate yourself from friends or let them separate themselves from you.
So this is a wah wah ME day. I will get over it! I actually think once me and hubby move to a bigger city, I will have more hangouts and new friends. Here in Augusta, the only people worth knowing are usually not from here (no offense to the locals). So for now I am going to feel sorry for myself, then hopefully sleep it off and wake up tomorrow with that old optimism! I'll just chalk it up to pregnancy while I can! Too many dreary days will definitely make for a lame version of myself.
Today all day I kept feeling so blue because it is one of those days where you feel like you don't have a friend in the world. Yeah, I know that sounds dramatical (yeah, I made the word up) but it's how I feel. One of those days where you wonder if you are truly alone. Don't get me wrong, I have the hubby, and he is my best friend, but alas, he is a man. lol And every woman needs a couple close girlfriends. I am sad today over some friendships lost that were so close and dear to me at one time, and for one reason or another fell to their demise. The only thing I miss about the active duty Army is that you were almost never without a friend. When you are just here in the regular world, and aren't forced to be around anyone, it is very easy to unknowingly separate yourself from friends or let them separate themselves from you.
So this is a wah wah ME day. I will get over it! I actually think once me and hubby move to a bigger city, I will have more hangouts and new friends. Here in Augusta, the only people worth knowing are usually not from here (no offense to the locals). So for now I am going to feel sorry for myself, then hopefully sleep it off and wake up tomorrow with that old optimism! I'll just chalk it up to pregnancy while I can! Too many dreary days will definitely make for a lame version of myself.
1 Comments:
You always have an ear from me...for anything. We are new friends but i truely value your friendship.
Amber
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